Wednesday 17 August 2011

An actors Insecurities

It is a well known stereotype that all actors are insecure... where those insecurities lie in each individual can be different. For some it's in their relationships, others in their work and for some others it's in the trust they hold with friends and colleagues.

I woke up on Tuesday morning following an amazing evening with a great team and audience that played a role in our pilot show and I laid there, worrying about some of the most stupid things rather than how amazing things are for me right now.

The world is an amazing place and I think sometimes it is easier to see the bad than all the good. Naturally when you work under pressure and for no financial reward you will step on each others toes and feel let down by those you trust. That said though, when you take a moment to allow life's roller coaster to pass you by and take in all that's around you, all those you are lucky to know and work with, you begin to see that in fact everyone has tough times and it's those tough times that make you more determined to succeed.

To dare to believe that your life can fulfil the lives of others and to remain a good person full of love and positivity is all that's on my mind! You have to work the way your made, the way your instincts and morals guide you to and you cannot possibly please everyone, every time. You have one life, you must live it to the full, never waste a smile and always see the good in those around you, even when it is easier to see the bad.

I am a firm believer in the law of attraction, it was introduced to me when I was travelling and it's basic premise is to bring to your life what you are thinking about, so, in simple terms if you constantly worry, you will attract more worry, if you think of the good things in life, then they will come more and more. try it.

In the words of Winston Churchill
"I am an optimist. It does not seem too much use being anything else".

To the future! ching ching....




Friday 12 August 2011

No time to relax when there's work to be done!

Good morning sports fans....

Sorry it has been a while since I wrote, it has been manic, with its fair share of stress, ultimatum and excitement. Those of you that have followed me for a while (some with a choice, some without) will know I have been experiencing some real firsts as my four and a half year journey continues.

Those firsts included a trip to Paris to premier Safe Light 19, a Q&A and a signing session.. what a buzz that was and my thanks again to Darren S. Cook and all involved with Safe Light 19. I look forward to growing the beard again soon for some more instalments of Frank James!

I am off to LA LA again at the end of this month thanks to my amazing friend and publicist Catherine Lyn Scott, you may have seen some of the press she has been attracting which saw yours truly feature on Yahoo, E Entertainment and many more. It is an amazing industry to be part of and even though I am four and a half years in, I am forever learning how to play the game. You see there have been times when I have been available but no phone call and now I am beginning to get busy, there is an increase in demand. Crazy, but that's the way it is. I guess.

I am still working with my acting coaches Michael Duvall and Stephen Cranny, been with those guys now for over 3 years and really enjoy mastering my craft with them. I see that as my time to escape everyday life and become a new character or characters for three hours on a Wednesday!

Now, as some of you know I have become, over the last 15 months, a slight Political Activist working with a growing team of young people to inspire others to believe in the power of their vote. That campaign is called Bite the Ballot and it is one of the best things I have ever worked on because it is a real challenge to try and break the growing trend of non voters! That said, I am working with some tremendous people that do not understand the word impossible and we are cracking on.

Even today, as I finish this blog I am sitting inside Studio 2 at Maidstone Studios because we are making our own show. Yep... Stu and Ben, two of the core team approached Geoff Miles with an idea for a show and three months later we are making the final preparations before filming it.

Thanks to everyone who has supported me on all projects, thanks to my family and friends for riding the highs and lows with me, couldn't do it without you.

Onwards and upwards...

Speak soon ;)